November 2009
happy halloween!
happy halloween, folks!
basically, today is gonna rock some balls. yes, I said it. it’s gonna be one of the best days ever, and I haven’t had one of those in a long time. well, actually, that’s not entirely true, but I just wanted to emphasize how fun today is gonna be.
going to claryn’s house in a bit to party it up, then go trick-or-treating/unicef donation collecting,...
October 2009
postsecret.
I’ve been reading postsecrets for quite a while now because honestly, they fill my heart up to the brim. some postsecrets make me smile so much, and some postsecrets make me cry my eyes out. I don’t know. they have so much effect on me because I can relate to some of them so well.
the secrets I particularily enjoy are the ones about leaving pleasant notes and things behind for other...
"it reminds me of stitch."
My potato sack didn’t win. ‘tis okay, though. I’m still very proud of it. :)
Anyways, short blog post. I’m super excited for tomorrow. Halloween is gonna be SWEET. And I’m so excited for the sleepover party at claryn’s house. it’s going to be freakin’ spectacular.
today, afterschool, catherine, shree, serenity, chris, and I all gathered around and...
"could I have a piece of paper?"
yes. I have resorted to actually loving it when he ask me this.
I sound like a total creeper right now, remembering everything he says to me, but better a closet creep than an open creep, if that makes sense.
anyways, that was pretty much the highlight of my day.
now, on to the bad stuff.
right now, I’m in the middle of finishing up my ap bio lab, which is HELL. no exaggeration. this...
monster.
I’m never drinking Monster ever again.
I never really wanted to drink Monster, but I tried some today. it didn’t taste that bad, really. it was like carbonated green jello. I don’t know if people like that taste; obviously they do. I took more sips, then it went down the wrong pipe and I choked. I was in tears because of coughing so much. ugh. I still can’t get the taste...
“Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.”
– Charlie Brown
hot potato, hot potato.
I made my potato sack for Halloween!
Let me explain:
basically, I’m going to be a potato sack for Halloween. specifically, Dougherty brand potatoes, because that’s my school’s name. this is all for the costume contest, too. the guidelines state that the costume must be 1.) original (check), 2.) appealing (kinda, sorta check) 3.) school spirited (major check). I drew a...
today was a good day.
feeling a little bit like a giddy lame-o, right now. hahaha.
but let’s start off with how my day was.
ap bio was death. and no, that is not an exaggeration. I know for sure that I failed that piece of crap (edited this because I realized how bad of a language I used. sorry!). my grade is gonna plummet. and that’s not good at all. so, I’ve decided that the next test, and all of...
ap bio is making me insane.
I’m gonna die because of ap bio.
I don’t know how I’ve managed to keep an A in that class. well, actually, I do know. she doesn’t assign ANYTHING. but now with this huge test coming up tomorrow, it’s either gonna make me or break me. I think I’m screwed, to be honest.
She’s a horrible teacher. I really have not learned anything from her. it’s...
a little update on my life, at the moment...
I haven’t posted here in a while. actually, I just posted on monday, but that’s a pretty long time in the blogging world, right?
anyways, a lot has happened. A LOT.
first, and most importantly, my cousin was in a car accident. he’s in the ICU, critical condition. and it was just shocking. I come home friday afterschool and find out through facebook. finding out through facebook...
Our weather is bipolar.
Or something like that.
It was kinda hot over the weekend, and all of a sudden, we have these massive rain falls. It’s ridiculous.
Good thing I came prepared with an umbrella and jacket. And good thing I got a ride with Catherine home.
Anyways, uneventful day. Youth and government meeting today. Running for chaplain and historian. I want historian more because I...
I feel bad for staying home on a saturday night.
To be honest, I don’t feel “old” enough to go out with friends during the weekends. And not, like, big parties or anything, but just plain old hanging out. Like, spontaneous hang outs. I got a text from a friend today asking if I wanted to go to the movies with her. It was totally spontaneous, but I really wanted to go. But then,...
weekend plans.
Tomorrow, which is Saturday, is the PSAT. I haven’t studied “vigorously” for it, considering it’s a PRACTICE SAT. But still, I really want to qualify for the NMSQT, but I highly doubt I will. I have to score a freakin’ 200 or above. That’s ridiculous. Hopefully, I just do well in general. I want to know that I’ll be ready for the SAT, which I plan on...
staying up past midnight to finish homework and...
I just want to be your friend. That’s all I really want. Maybe something more. But seriously. A friendship is good enough.
It’d be cool to talk to you on a regular basis, too. It’s creepy knowing so much about you when you probably know nothing about me. Why am I such a creep?
And it doesn’t help that I’m even more of a creep for always looking at you. Can you...
I love it when...
I love it when people smile at you.
Is that creepy to like so much? I don’t think so. It’s like they’re happy to see you, which makes me happy.
The ironic thing is, my “neutral” face is a frown, so whenever I’m not showing any emotion on my face, it always looks like I’m sad. But that’s even more of a reason to smile more.
I love smiling. :D
...
“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in...”
I love it when he waves to me. Just a small gesture from him, just a little shake of the hand makes me happy inside, especially on a gloomy day like this.
It’s a good feeling, knowing that he acknowledges my existence.
On a happier note, which I’m beginning to say a lot, I was the only one in my math class to get a perfect score on the quiz. I was really embarrassed when Mr. G...
Is it so wrong to become instantly happy and bright inside whenever he says my name? Is it so wrong to have my heart beat just a little faster whenever he looks at me? Is is so wrong to like him so much, but know he doesn’t like me back the slightest bit? Ugh. Unrequited love is so wrong.
On a happier note, I have awesome grades. Don’t mean to toot my own horn, but at this moment, my...
It’s just one of those days…
It’s just one of those days, y’know, when you’re feeling kinda down from a lot of things going on in life. It’s like that. Well, it sucks, because this week is Homecoming week, so everyone’s supposed to be happy and stuff, but I just don’t feel the “spirit.” But I am super excited for homecoming. I’ll have fun with friends, and I know that “he’s” going....
